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Name: J@niCe
Gender: Female
Interests: sleepin..doin nothin..and tinkin of nothin
emm..travellin..
Expertise: think of nothin
Occupation: Student
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Member Since:
8/19/2004
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| for some reasons, i deleeted someone in my msn list. this person will never appear online in my msn contacts anymore. as wish, i think.
i,always always always wondering if ex can be friend after breakup. for me, i absolutely think that this posible and i still get contact with my first boy friend actully; but not for him.
he is just be protective, too protective. he sounded very protective and offensive.
well, i would say, this as a good thing. at least he is trying his best to protect his love.
i think it is my fault. i care for him just as a friend. as simple as that.
im a little bit disappointed for what he said, as a friend.
sigh..
he is getting married. seriously, i'm happy for him. nothing more than this.
they have my blessings!
that's all.
i'll leave you alone.
for this stranger, from now on.
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| how well can be sister be?i've no idea..how close can sister be??i envy those with have a sister to share everything with..
be frank, my relationship with my sis is not really that close.since small. my sis only 1 yr younger than me. basically, there is no age gap, i think...bt, the gap between us is bigger than tat. at least i feel tis way..and i'm helpless and nothing much to say..
many things happen. i've been trying hard to maintain or improve the relationship with siblings.. this hard..and..nothing much i can do.. i tried, and trying..still...at least..
felt so helpless in this...
nothing good have been done today.. sigh... seriously, i tried my best to help her to get the convo attire already...but..i know i failed to collect it. the officers jux not allowed me to get for her without proper procedures and documents.wat can i do??
i've tried to look for new clothes for her..jux tat nothing that suit her.wat to do??
and, shopping with guy..made me feel so bad.. :(
at least, i gt new dress and 2 magazines (which i normally wont do and maybe the dress will give it to my sis instead as i din get hers.).
bt..no good comment so far
i miss shopping wt trixie.. | | |
| good morning!!
i'm sorry that im still awake now. i know i'm sorry. i'm suppose to sleep right now or hours ago. but, i'm still online, still awake, still cant close my eyes and sleep now. i'm sorry
insomnia??o okay. basically and theorotically, INSOMNIA doesn't sound good. it seems like one kind of sickness, although it is.
i'm not insomnia.i would rather say that i'm burning away the calories and fat of the plain naan i had hours ago. nothing wrong with that anyway. :P
my stomach is weird.feel weird..my stomach is fighting, fighting against me. this is not the first time. my stomach is getting more and more naughty..this is damn damn damn..
i wish that i was a vacuum that can suck all the air out from my stomach..or anyone can be more innovative or creative and come out with one superior machine that can suck air from stomach or mouth also can. suck from stomach seems a little bit too much. cant imagine it at all. basically, my requirements are quite simple. small, convenient, easy to use and not so expensive. of course, it must be a very good quality product. who wanna pay for something that is bad quality and not value for money... basically, i'm not rich enough to buy somethin rubbish like tat. and, i'm not rich at all through.
one more thing
for those who may concern..no worries k? love ya
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had a great day with jaymie..short but meaningful. our 1st time outing. to me, i just feel comfortable to be with her. so far, nothing crazy that we do. haha.. maybe it's because of the special relationship between us.. anyway, we took our 1st sticker. tat's expensive man. RM24. never realise that this type of sticker is so so expensive at malaysia. usually, or last time, i only pay S$8 for tis kind of sticker. i usually take card. more valuable and can last for longer time.
she looks good with her new hairstyle. i wish i could do tat..too bad, to my hair..i dont think i cant do tat. at least, everytime i suggest to stylists, they wont cut for me too..haha
surprisingly, we done our shopping (her shopping basically) in 1hr. with 2 shirts and 3 skirts. i love the baju that she bought today. something i like too. i'm happy tat she'll fancy those baju.. at least, she's the one who bought it and wear it. i'm happy for that. although i'm not the one who bought and wear it myself..haha..more chances for me to see her wear those baju. nice!! hope that ahlam's sis will love the yellow flowery mini skirt. : )
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| share this song with you. shared by my lovely cousin, trixie.. quite a sad song actually. i nearly cry. okay, i admit tat i'm easy to cry..
still looking for a song by ahnui "ku (cry)"..whoever have tis song..please send to me..
enjoy!!
Yi Shi De Mei Hao
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Zhong yu he tian zai di ping xian jiao hui
Ai ru guo zhou de gou yuan
Ying gai ye hui gen xin fu xiang jian
Cheng nuo chang chang hen xiang hu die
Mei li de fei pan xuan ran hou bu jian
Dan wo xiang xin ni gei wo de shi yan
Jiu xiang yi ding hui lai de chun tian
Wo shi zhong dai zhe ni ai de wei xiao
Yi lu shang xun zao wo yi shi de mei hao
Bu xiao xin dang lei hua zui jiao
Jiu yong ni wo guo de shou mo diao
Zai duo de feng jing ye cong bu ting kao
Zhi yi xin xun zao wo yi shi de mei hao
You de ren shuo bu qing na li hao
Dan jiu shi shui dou ti dai bu liao
Zai zui kai shi de na yi miao
You xie shi zao yi zhu ding yao dao lao
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___________________________________________________________________________ feel touched by this sentence ÓеÄÈË˵²»ÇåÄÄÀïºÃ µ«¾ÍÊÇ˶¼Ìæ´ú²»ÁË . this the amazing or beautiful part of love..to me, yes. love, may not be perfect; as there's no perfect love in this world..i wont believe the 100% of love..with sm imperfections, love seems perfect. share with all the couples..and YOU | | |
| Basically, i dont' think my mind is functioning now, in a way that my mind should be. forget about the reasons,it doesnt matter and it doesnt bother me at all.
had a wonderful chat with zabo eileen and eve. today is eileen bday. the surprise was just woke her up.the most important thing that we nearly made her cry..haha..that's the point man! the flowers just nice..and, i know i wont have this big bouquest of flowers in my life..haha.. (will post the pictures later)
got this from jason (not really, just that this sentence came out from his mouth only, originated from Map of Singapore) "life is film(or picture/photo, whatever) that you need negative to develop" (something like this, nearly 90% close to the original version, i think)
i am a negative person. since when, i have no idea too. i dont know when i am so negatively in everything. yes, everything, surprisingly.the problem just that i can't think positively. to me, be positive, maybe just give yourself an excuse to run away from the cruel reality. be negatively, at least, i am get ready to the bad or ugly of the truth. things most probably will turn out to be better, i think.
basically, neither positive nor negative is good. i know this kind of "bo chap (don't care/ WHATEVER) attitude" brings troubles to people around me. i'm sorry to those friends that i hurt by my stupid attitude.
"whatever" and "so" seem like save me from that a lot of troubles. especially, this really pissed people off, totally! sick man..
i feel guilty and sad everytime that i show this kind of attitude to people i care. i cant help to do so. i really regret to do so. i think learn how to endure. this is hard, to me, yes.
all these years, with all the failures and experience that i faced, turn me into someone that i don't know. totally a stranger when i see myself in the mirror. not talking about the apperance, of course. from inside out, i'm a stranger to myself. this frightening. ARGH....
i know i should think more positively. i'm learning to. this something that i have to do.. hard to change as i am just stubborn. really wanna to try, again.
one more thing, at least, i think positively in relationship. i still believe(hope actually) that magic will work out.
SORRY again, to those that i hurt. you know i really dont mean it. | | |
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